thoughts:
lyrics:
this song was inspired by a cute autistic trans girl at a party. despite writing a song loosely about her im totally not obsessed with her or anything. we run into each other at concerts and the like frequently and we usually say hi and maybe have a short conversation and that's it. i'd like to get to know her better but i dont really know what to say to her even though we obviously have a lot in common.
it was also inspired by another neurodivergent trans girl i was involved with for a while who lent me some books i mostly didn't read. one day she told me i was part of her polycule and then next week she messaged me saying she wanted to stop hooking up with me. what a rollercoaster that was.
turn the music down ur bein 2 loud
can u please not talk i cant stand the crowd
thru the lens of what? i'll process it now
sorry im cringe hope im not bein a bitch
autie hottie and im stimmin in the corner
oh oh in the jacket and a t-shirt
autie hottie im a slur and im fawning over u
*guitar solo*
trans genocide is here we must confront the reality
the strategy pushed by the GOP
policy of oppression now more than ever
cis people rise up
rise up
paranoia
swirling around in my head
envisioning scenes where i end up dead
self-defense necessitates
a greater understanding of what it is that
keeps us safe in the face of danger
anyway, how about this party?
i must admit i had some doubt
but now it seems like it's over
hey babe, what if we headed out?